Change

I don't know about how people think, but to me i always hope to find familiarity in everything and i don't like changes. I know i may have changed over the years, but i dislike it when things around me are not like how they used to be. To put it simply, i'm just not a risk-taker. So this year came the final straw and i feel like leaving this game which used to take up such a huge part of my life. It started as something i looked forward to every day after school, to something that could make me so passionate that i would spend mon-sun doing it, to something that made me dread working hard for.. and then now.. It feels like nothing much now. I guess i always was too timid or scared to leave it totally, afraid of having nothing to 'fall back on'. But then again, why do i always need the safety net? 

Anyway, midterms ended about 2 weeks ago, and now it's 4 weeks to study break and then finals again. I must say life as an engineer means ponning lectures and giving up on tutorials(MA1506) haha. Always fun when my classmates whine in tutorials when we can't understand anything HAHA. And i find it funny when we are all sighing in computing lab tests hahaha. Output always 0.00000 HAHA. 

Anyway, despite the first paragraph of this, life has been good for me. With so much foooooood that i love, cos i comfort myself with food haha. And when we decided to catch an impromptu movie last week, we decided to watch warm bodies and it was a bad choice. I have this habit of wiki-ing for movie reviews after watching movies to see if what i thought was shared among people who watched the same ones. AND it was surprising when it was given a good rating with people enjoying it. Haha i admit it is a cool concept with a zombie narrating his life in voiceovers, but can't converse in reality. The funniest part was how a girl could love a zombie who killed her bf. And the best stuffs in the movie were the songs i think. I wanted the movie to end faster but it's already short for movies haha. Low budget and lazy work i think.... Even twilight tries with the cgi, and sets. But nicholas holt tried his best i guess..